I
often get asked how many Glory Books will I end up writing? My response is I
don’t know. There are billions and billions of them in the Bible, but I do not
know how many God wants me to write, and I actually see it as His decision and
not mine.
I
knew if I did ever write a fourth Glory Book that it would be entitled The Face and the Glory. I would come
across intriguing Bible verses in my other studies related to this topic, jot
them down and put them inside a folder I had for this. I worked some on the
“sketchpad” (that is, the content of the book as a whole, the chapter order,
the study for the material for each chapter). Once the sketchpad is complete, I
know what I am going to write; I do not yet know how I will write it. I always
wait for God’s direction about writing Glory Books. I would never do a quota of
a certain number. I want to make sure it is His idea and not mine. Also I
wondered with my many other ministry (and family) responsibilities as to when I
would have the necessary time to write the book. I did not want to rush through
it. I very much want to “get it right.”
In
late November/early December of 2009 I had a “perfect storm” of events that
radically changed my normal routine. First, I had a massive arthritis flair up.
Second, I had this intense but periodic pain in my abdomen a little higher than
where one’s appendix is. Since I already had mine removed years before, I knew
that was not the problem. Third, my right hip joint got so that it would not
support weight. I spent some nights groveling on the floor, pretty much like I
had done so when I originally was diagnosed with rheumatoid arthritis years
before. My rheumatologist had told me that from what I saw on my x-rays years
before that I would eventually have trouble with my right hip. He could not say
when that would be. He told me to pretty much do what I want to do, that I
would not hasten or slow down the problem.
They
gave me a strong dose of steroids, and that relieved the inflammation enough so
that at least the hip would bear weight and the throbbing cease. I had x-rays
done, but it was during the Christmas Holiday season, and since this was not
life threatening, I had to wait until January 8 to see the orthopedic surgeon.
I asked him what my next step was, and he told me, “Pick up the phone and
schedule your total hip replacement. You’ve got bone-on-bone. But get your
hernia fixed before your hip surgery.”
That
was the Friday before the Spring Semester 2010 began the following Tuesday. My
initial plan was to try to hold out until the summer to have the surgeries, but
it just was not medically feasible. I went in to tell Dr. Dick Mayhue at the
Master’s Seminary about my unexpected turn in events, and he was very gracious
and pastorally soothing and not upset about my situation. He put me on medical
sabbatical and found replacement teachers to cover my classes. I was glad for
the grace extended me, but painfully sad to give up my classes. I so enjoy what
I do. I so enjoy my interaction with students. Some of the students in the
classes I had that year had worked their schedule so they could take one of my
classes. Many had started their seminary studies the same year that I came as a
faculty member, and this was their final semester. I looked at the class rolls
and grievously went the list student by student. I had about a couple of days
of “whoa is me,” but I got refocused and knew that God—as always—remains in
complete control.
The
hernia surgery was February 3, 2010. They told me my hernia was in a most
unusual place, so the surgery itself was pretty deep as some of the main
abdominal muscles had to be cut and repaired. I was on strong pain medicine for
two weeks. I could not read during this time. I could do headlines and very
light stuff, but I could not comprehend a page in a book.
The
hip replacement surgery was originally scheduled one month later for March 3,
2010, but I received a call from the surgeon’s office saying there was a
scheduling conflict with the hospital, so my surgery would be bumped two week
to March 17, 2010. The good news was that I was able to attend the wonderful
Shepherds’ Conference that Grace Community Church puts on each year; the bad
news was how it affected a very important scheduling matter.
Each
year The Master’s Seminary offers a three-week study tour in Israel. Each year
at least one faculty representative goes on the trip. We do so on a rotation
basis, and for about three years, I was scheduled to go in May 2010. I had been
to Israel twice before, once for almost one month of study, and once I went there
to go teach in Amman, Jordan (crossing the Jordan River at Jericho). I had so
looked forward to that trip. It was to be my wife Betsy’s first overseas trip.
Beloved friends and some students signed up for the trip because I was a part
of it (as they do with the other professors when it is their time to go).
Even
though I had surgery, I was going to train hard in my rehab and planned to go.
However, when they had to bump my surgery for two weeks, it was pretty much the
kiss of death for me to go on that trip. Dr. Mayhue called me at home to inform
me that the school had already made the decision to bump me off this year’s
trip for medical reasons. I agreed with and supported the decision made by the
school, but it greatly saddened me not to go for not only the reasons listed
above, but just to go as a student of God and His Word and to learn in that
setting.
Once
I got bumped off the trip to Israel, I had a few months before I was to teach a
one-week summer school class at the Master’s College. Before all the other
medical stuff, I was having trouble with my right knee. I had previously had
two surgeries because of arthritis damage, so I recognized some of the same
symptoms. I had planned to get it checked some time in early January 2010
before the Israel trip. So I went back to the surgeon, and they found “a
massive tear” in the meniscus and scheduled the third surgery for April 28,
2010. In my previous two knee surgeries, the knee was a lot worse once they got
inside it, so it was not a complete surprise to awake from surgery and found
they had performed micro-fracture surgery as well. I ended up being on crutches
for six weeks. It slowed down my rehab for the hip replacement surgery.
So
having had my schedule completely and unexpected changed, I ended up with a
five-week segment in between the second and third surgeries. It was still in
the early and arduous recovery and rehab from the hip replacement, and I was
trying to wean myself off the pain medicine. I would do my rehab as they
allowed, but most of my time (including where I slept) was my old faithful blue
recliner that I had used when I got out of the hospital with RA back in North
Carolina.
I
very cautiously and without much expectation began to investigate if I could
possibly work on The Face and the Glory
during this five-week section between surgeries. I could not even sit at a desk
yet, and then when I did, I could not do it for long. I also opened my “The
Face and the Glory” folder to see what all I had in there. I thought I would be
about 50% done; much to my amazement, I think it was more around the 10-20%
range, being not nearly as developed as I had remembered. So in other words, I
virtually started from scratch. I had no sketchpad and no table of contents.
But I did get to study, and I had wonderfully rich times with God and His Word.
Under
the circumstances, God had to bless it if this book was ever going to be
written—which He did. So I wrote the entire first draft during that five-week
period. At the end of July 2010, I read through it for the first time since the
third surgery and edited it. It is by no means complete, but it turned out much
better than what I thought it would.
So
here are the introductory pages. More information about this later.
To
God be the Glory!
Greg
Harris
THE FACE AND THE GLORY
Lessons on the
Invisible and Visible God
And His Glory
Dr. Greg Harris
© 2010 Gregory H.
Harris
To all the Lovers of God’s
Word,
especially to such students
as those whom I taught at
Washington Bible College
(1989-95),
Southeastern College at Wake
Forest/Southeastern
Baptist Theological Seminary
(1997-2006),
and The Master’s Seminary
(2006 up to the present)
But
He said, “You cannot see My face, for no man can see me and live.”
—Exodus
33:20
[God]
who alone possesses immortality and dwells in
unapproachable light, whom no man has seen or can see.
—1
Timothy 6:16
No one has seen God at any time; the only begotten God who is in
the bosom of the Father, He has explained Him.
—John
1:18
TABLE OF CONTENTS
(1) The
Enigma
(2) The
Face
(3) The
Peace
(4) The
Name
(5) The
Son
(6) The
Companion
(7) The
Hiding
(8) The Consideration
(9) The
Eyes
(10) The
Glory